Understand God will

I am long to spend my life doing something that is truly worthwhile, something that is truly matters, something that makes a difference for them and for others.

 

I know I need to:

1.)    Make some changes in personal life and work life.

2.)    Significance comes when I find a way of giving myself to God!

3.)    It takes a lot of courage to commit myself to loving my life for God's purposes and plans rather than my own desires and will.

 

"My power and the strength of my hands have produced this wealth for me". But remember the LORD your God, for it is he who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms his covenant, which he swore to your forefathers, as it is today' .

 

Deuteronomy 8:17-18

 

Godly success often does not require you to do different things; rather, it requires you to do things differently.

Church- brought into a living relationship with God in Christ, and then the work of the congregation is birthed to support, encourage, enliven, empower and fuel the lives of the believers. God has one church- varying tasks, variety of expressions, multiple locations and some specializations that need to have space and encouragement to develop in order for God's kingdom to be established everywhere.

Metamorphosis

我很旧没有用keyboard整理自己的思绪了， 在网路空间里留言。这个新年，回忆了很多以前的画面，却没有多少想念的感觉。仿佛觉的自己没有人情味，还是生活担子太重了，感官都被压缩到低点？农历新年，红包美肴一点都不吸引我，我在无奈的耕耘功课。 我拟定了很多计划及祷告的事项，我想我误会了自己是超人，一个人能做很多事。

在家我仿佛觉的上帝离我很远，虽然其实他是在我身边。在家我仿佛觉的时间是很便宜，我奢侈的花呀花，没有节制。不是懒惰抹杀我的动力，乃是低落，一种话语不能形容的负面磁场，把我积极活力全都粉碎，让我觉得自己颓废。

就在这个时候，上帝的灵揭示我心中苦毒的原因。检讨自己的生活圈子，发觉自己是个没有勇气相信人的人，该是害怕会被他人伤害吧，所以都爱把问题先扛在自己的肩旁，把自己搞忙，自责无法原谅自己，因此增添压力，自己伤害自己。 今早回槟城的途中，上帝已动工刚强我心，仿佛叫我勇敢的去面对一些挑战，然后车子就抛锚了。因为心中有预知的感觉，问题来时，没有太大的打击，只好迎接。上帝的真实提示，让我渴慕他的怀抱，我一到教会就在赞美敬拜中痛哭，求神释放我心中“不信任，孤行的态度” 的问题。

上帝无时无刻都在我身边改变我的生命，引领我到某种领域去感受一些事情，然后做某种决定。蜕变的过程其实是痛的，我想逃避多过于面对现实，但后来我还是硬着头皮回到岗位去。我把手放在自己胸口上，祷告心志要坚强。。

上帝用两个字去让我愿意领受蜕变- 那就是梦想。你有梦吗？那你就要愿意承受这个蜕变的痛。